That's it, Ambivalence.

Ohana means family and family means no one gets left behind.
<3

I really need to stop waking up at 12pm.

What is wrong with me,
it's only about a week away from A's and I still don't got the motivation to get out of bed.
Smacks face times ten,
baaammmms.

2 weeks to A's.
Hahahaha even though I'm very past counting down.

Anyway to prevent my cavity from becoming worst,
I carry a toothbrush with me everywhere I go now.
And and I bought a handy dandy Eye Mo so that my eyes would stop swelling.

I had Ikea's Salmon with Byje yesterday.
And Organic Mushroom Soup.
I like.

Stayed over at Cuifen's yesterday too.

You know I really really love walking on the streets at 3am when it's so chilly and serene,
like yesterday.
The weather was Perfect and there wasn't a single soul around so the night felt like it was exclusively mine.
<3
I need to getaway to a winter country immediately after A's,
even if it means alone.

Me thinks I'm going blind soon.
My eyes are so swollen that they look like goldfish's puffy lips.

Anyway I'm banned from sweets forever because I feel a cavity coming again.
):
Pooong, I love sweets.
Suckssssss. ):

Love koping free internet from Wireless SG.

Since my time here I've seen a thousand free people pass me,
I wanna be free too.
):

Figured that the haze got not only me but a lot of others sick as well,
which is a pretty bad thing cause exams are so so near.

Anyway random craving for Soup Spoon Mushroom Soup got me taking a train all the way down to Vivo after church.
And right now I feel like impulsively going into Sentosa since I'm an Islander member and it's free and the weather looks good.
(:
But that's just a thought.

Laura's 21st party yesterday.
And I've concluded that the oldest brother cannot play Bridge,
Right Salad and Sherlyn?
Haha.

Great, so I'm down with the flu and there are no cold tablets at home.

I just wasted two days of not studying ):

Cannot fall ill now ):
I've used up an entire box of tissue since noon,
not a good sign.

I think the exams are making suffer from senile dementia.
Twenty minutes ago I was going to cry cos I misplaced my favourite black pen which I was using just five seconds ago before I found it missing.
And just one minute ago I found it in my pencil case and I promise you that I NEVER put it in,
this is so scary.

You know when I was younger I'd always whisper a little prayer whenever I misplaced my stuffs and I'd find it the very next moment.
Still happens (:

This is so terrible,
currently I'm hooked on this HK drama serial on Channel 55 that I must watch every single night.

Why do I constantly feel as though my A levels are in jeopardy?
):

And if you hadn't already notice the haze these days is so so bad that I'm forced to stay at home.
Not that I'll consider it a bad thing altogether,
but studying at home can get really boring at times.
Oh well...

Peperoni's and Island Creamery last night to celebrate Cordee's and Annie's birthday.

Anyway it was the last day of college yesterday too.
So fast.

Three weeks to A's :/

Right now, I wish that my iPod Video would come back to life ):

Hello Cordelia, Happy Birthday Love.

Haha the mom was trying to teach me how to forge her signature.

Anyway I hate Vectors so so much.
I spent an entire day on it but I still feel so clueless.

Popeye's for supper,
I am gonna grow omegaly faaaaat.
):
And I think it's so unfair that I study with Nathanael and eat almost exactly what he eats but he gets to lose 3kg but I don't.
Bleahhhhh.

Ewww I was eating my Pistachio nuts when a worm crawled out of one of them.
Yucks, I am so disgusted.

Oh yay, the Aunty just stocked up my coffee and tea ammunition for the studying sessions.
:D

I have never in my entire life felt so reliant on caffeine.
Let's just hope it does me more good than harm.

On any given Friday night, we'd drive a hundred miles, between the Sonic and the grocery store, laughing all the while;

Today was a good day because I met Nicolette, Corinne, Yuka and Cuifen.
And even though it was only for a short while,
it made me really really happy.
(:

Temporary booster for the A's til I chance upon another thing that'll make me smile.

It's hanging on when your heart has had enough, it's giving more when you feel like giving up.

I'm so envious that the older sister is so free til the extent that she's filling nerds into tiny bottles smaller than my little finger while I'm here slogging my guts out studying.

Currently, I've got a Love-Hate relationship with my life if you hadn't already noticed.
But then again, I guess it's something any other A level kid is going through too.
):

I just flipped through my guest book from The White Party,
makes me smile all the time.
<3

Oh yahh and Timmy gave me a Mr Greedy keychain a couple of days ago and I put it on my phone to remind myself how much I'm getting so much fatter every single day that I'm starting to look like Mr Greedy because I've got such bad eating habits.

And my complexion is getting so terrible due to my excessive lack of sleep everyday.
See life sucks, throw rocks at it times one thousand times.

Shucks I feel so so whinny today.

Okay just one last thing to whine about.
I don't know why but I always feel so tired during school hours but once the clock passes 12am I'm super duper awake.

That's all, time for bed now, good night people (:

I'm sorry if this place gets a little boring for you because my life is really That boring with endless studying everyday.
Not that I detest studying or anything,
but I just feel so deprived.

I miss my friends and the only people I meet these days are Nathanael and Kelly.
I don't even see Salad that often, even though we're in the same college.

Exactly two months more,
Press on Aileen, you'll be missing this.

The fact that I'm still awake even though it's close to 3am and not feel one bit tired shows how effective caffeine is on me.
This is why I can't drink coffee,
it's effects are too potent.

It's the weekends again,
not that the weekends are any better than the weekdays.
But yes, I guess it sounds nice enough.

Anyway it's OCTOBER already.
Freaking fasssssssssssssssst,
freeedoooommm is THIS close,
I really can't wait, I think.

And yes I won't go with my incessant ramblings on how bad studying is,
cause it really isn't that bad.
Just really really, really draining.

My right ear hurts really really badly,
feels like there's a tumour in it or something.
(Touch wood)
But it's really painful.

Time to SGC my life away now.